Tuesday, September 15, 2020

Reflections

 

     There was a time many years ago that I had different thoughts about many things.  I saw the world through the eyes of a younger man and faced the challenges in a younger body. 

     When I first moved to the Washington DC area, I gave very little thought to going to places that now I wonder how I got into them without any difficulties and more importantly how I was able to get out of them with my life.  Now the thought of visiting these places even during the middle of the day with a body guard brings shivers down my spine!

     There were circumstances that I had to face and never gave a thought to what might happen.  I Just walked into places and thought that it was the way everyone was doing things so I did the same.  There was no fear or trepidation about what the outcome might be.  When things seemed like they may be taking a turn for the worse, I just dealt with what was happening and moved on.  There was no inner hesitation or doubt about what should be done.  I just did it!

     With the energy and “happy go lucky” attitude of my youth I did things and got into situations that I don’t even want to think about now.  When faced with changes I just did what I thought was expected and never gave it a second thought.  As an example, when I was in the military, I got orders that I was being assigned to an Air Force base in Turkey.  I made the arrangements, got on the plane, and was on my way to Turkey, never really giving any thought to the changes that I would be required to make.

     Now that I exist in the body and have the mind of an older man, I am constantly giving thought to even how I am going to take my next step.  I know that sounds strange, but if you don’t get your footing just right when you are older it is very easy to trip and fall.  Even if you are only tripping on air!

     Life experiences change you.  You begin to look at things from a different perspective.  Your thinking patterns are different.  Some times even the way you do things on a daily routine have had to change. 

     When you are in the younger person’s body and mind you might have the feelings of being invincible!  There is no situation that you cannot face without perceiving that the outcome will only be success.  You know that life is a course that will take you many years to complete.  You feel that there is nothing that you can’t accomplish!

     Now that you have advanced further down that course of life you begin to recognize that you are closer to the finish line than you want to admit.  You are now more dependent upon others to help you with routine things that you used to do for yourself without a second thought.  You understand that all the great things that you wanted to accomplish you may not be able to get completed.  The unfortunate reality sets in and you recognize that you’re only human!   

QUOTE TO CONSIDER


THOUGHTFUL GEM

"Look back on all that you have done in your life,

not at what you have not done."



   

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